Sunday, August 31, 2014

Grizzly Bear Warrior Ring

Grizzly Bear Warrior Ring.
Crazy Lace Agate.
Size 8.75-9.

Included in the Shop Update this THURSDAY
12pm Mountain Standard.

Thursday, August 28, 2014

Part 2: Battling the Monkey: a Prayer and GO YOU!

(A follow-up to THIS post, from which I've received so much insight and input from.  Thank you.) 

I've thought it over and over and over again...

How will I ever make this studio business work?
I mean, really, don't they call it STARVING ARTIST for nothing?
I mean, where is this REALLY going?
How in the EVERLOVING HELL will I make a living being an ARTIST?

For years, I've battled many doubts about this path. And I've mentioned them.

Here.  and Here.  and Here. and Here.

But then I sell something to a fabulous patron, collector, or avid Etsian,

get an email from a blown-away customer, some feedback equally amazing,
or find someone "pinned" something I made on an "inspiration" pin-board. 

I see earrings at the farmers market that are unmistakably mine.
and I crack a smile.

Deep breath. Say a little prayer.
I Shake that monkey off my back, for now,
And then I take another step forward.

I'm still here.
After nearly 6 collected years of spotty schooling, debt, un-paths,
and the horrible misfortune of realizing my trust fund was....a fantasy,
after starting this *for real* 4 years ago,
R&S IS a business.
I pay taxes, own a home, and live in one of the most gorgeous (and not exactly cheap) corners of the country.  

I get to do something with my life that truly feeds my soul.
It just so happens to feed me with grocery money too.

I love it.
It's not easy.
But I love it.
In fact, I'm not sure how I lived life WITHOUT IT.

I don't expect it to be easy, either....
that's why some artists starve.
It's a lotta damn work. And if you're not willing to do the work, you're not gonna make it.
That's where some people lose steam and say F*** it, I'm going to be a janitor.
(actually, no one says that. But you know where I'm going here...)

But honestly, this Job....
I couldn't imagine life without such a raw outlet for whatever this world throws me.

I am blessed with a man whose unconditional love and support has always been unwavering.
His faith in me is the main reason I am where I am today. 
His constant nudgings, kind words, and dreamings of "when she makes it big"...
makes me a better artist, and most certainly a better me.
Without him, I don't know how far down this rabbit hole I'd have gone. 

I am blessed with technology....
seriously people, 10 years ago, remember the days of "cat-5" cords and library-only internet? 
Big desktop Dells and, shit, ENCYCLOPEDIAS?
Without such a vast and booming global economy of internet-shoppers,
and the uprising of the "handmade is cool" movement, the Global handmade market of Etsy, 
and the ever-changing new science of Social Media,
I am not sure this would have ever been in the ethereal life plan for me.
Thank you, Apple. and Etsy. and Mark Zuckerberg. 

I am mostly and undoubtedly, honored, though, and blessed, and humbled....daily......

by YOU.

The reader.  The watcher.  The fan. The patron. The fellow artist.  The friend. The handmade enthusiast. The guy who reads and doesn't comment, but is STILL THERE.
The gal who thinks, mistakably, that I glue together my work with...uh.....  

Thank you.

How odd and yet absolutely validating it is as an artist to have an audience.  Whether they are in the flesh or of the digital variety, that means that YOU have found ME....not the other way around. YOU choose me. 
 And that's so. f***ing. awesome. every. time.

It is YOU (and maybe a few strokes of destiny) who have made this lil' studio dream a reality. 

It is YOU who I really owe an enormous amount of gratitude and success to.  
Without you, this would just simply not be.  

This simply would not be.


A prayer for YOU then, and a thank you:

For the conscientious one at the market on Central and 1st,
who chooses local over imported,
who chooses handmade expenses over cheap mass-imports.
who would rather have "one good one" than a bunch,
For the USA Made enthusiast, the MADE IN MONTANA patron,
the guy with the crappy nissan pick-up whose bumpersticker mantra is "Buy Local" 
and actually DOES.
To the gal who patched her own jeans in line in front of me at the post office
who obviously is also sending some small thing she also has made,
or maybe somebody else made it....
but it comes from a place of sincere honesty, 
encased in bubble wrap and a thousand little prayers.
It's not in a box yet, but it soon will be, 
along with the hopes that the receiver will also LOVE this little handmade ditty
and see it's inherent value. and display it proudly.


A thousand pats on the back that you are trying,
in your own ways and means,
to bring back what you believe to be the soul of consumption.
We all do it.  It's okay to consume.  We're Humans and thats what we do...
but we can do it in a way that MAKES SENSE TO US, as individuals and as a globe.
We can be a little choosey, a little pickey, a little inquisitive...
because, you'd like to know....
where WAS that made?
by WHOM?
and did they get paid to do such beautiful work?
Can you meet them and discuss their way, their view, their mindset?
Can you learn from them?  Can you relate? 

GO YOU! You awesome, educated, aware consumer.
You awesome artist, musician, carpenter, cook, concierge, computer programmer,
whatever. You're awesome, ya' know? I know you care about me. 
I most certainly care about you.
YOU get that everyone deserves to find meaningful work.
YOU appreciate the fact that it is now more popular than ever to do so, 
and why shouldn't it be, really, to find some work that actually can make you happy? 
And it's cool if you think I am magical, because really, I try hard to be. 
I try really hard to sprinkle a little magic into your life if you'll let me.

GO YOU! A great big hug, and a sincere apology,
if I've given you salty return from a simple question on price,
or whether or not the contents were mechanically or synthetically applied....
I know you are truly interested in what my heart was trying to say
when I set that stone, or etched that silver, or cut out that funny little shape.
It's NOT glue, and I'll tell you why, if you'll let me.
I know you trust me in my craft, just as you would a doctor or a scientist.
Because you know it IS my profession, my job, 
and it's also my honor on each and every piece I make.

(and for the artists)
GO YOU! You artist you...
nothing roars more clearly than the proud cry of a fellow pack-mate!
It sends shivers down my spine that YOU TOO are trying your damnedest.
Go for whatever it is you had in mind, and then double it.
If you can't find your way back out of it, either google-search an answer,
or totally make that shit up. Fake it till ya' make it.
And you WILL make it, as long as you are willing to work your ass off, be flexible, 
and retract those fangs when someone makes a poor choice of words around the baby that is your work, because remember, not everyone's gonna get "it" And that's okay.  
It's YOUR JOB to EDUCATE THEM. You'll be doing everyone in your field a favor.  
So thanks ahead of time for that. And thanks for making the world a prettier place.
(Also, don't forget to have fun....because this IS FUN. We all know you make better work when you're having fun anyway.)

GO YOU! I am so glad you are here. Thank you for being here.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo Erin

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Part 1: Battling the Monkey: A request and warning from a dedicated working artist

I've thought it over and over and over again...

How will I ever make this studio business work?
I mean, really, don't they call it STARVING ARTIST for nothing?
I mean, where is this REALLY going?
How in the EVERLOVING HELL will I make a living being an ARTIST?

For years, I've battled many doubts about this path. And I've mentioned them.

Here.  and Here.  and Here. and Here.

"How will I ever pay my mortgage, build a website, master the in's and out's of social media, conquer fancy cameras, keep electricity bills at bay, build portfolios, wholesale goods, keep gas in cars, find good gallery representation, hover over latest and greatest work in my medium, find inspiration to fuel work, pay taxes, mow lawn so neighbors aren't pissed, re-fuel creative well, keep current friendships in tact, continue pursuing other hobbies and passions, grow gardens, call mom, entertain friends, enjoy love at it's best and at it's worst, produce holiday shows, write blogs with integrity, build brand, etc."

And the list goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on.

Ya' know what, though?  I'm still here.
After nearly 6 collected years of spotty schooling, debt, un-paths,
and the horrible misfortune of realizing my trust fund was....a fantasy,
after starting this *for real* 4 years ago,
R&S IS a business.
I pay taxes (30% people!), and a mortgage.
I feed myself, and occasionally get to travel.
I even bought *SQUEAL* new BOOTS this year! (Yes, the ones you wear. on your feet.)

I love it.
It's not easy.
But I love it.
In fact, I'm not sure how I lived life WITHOUT IT.
My bank account nears the red-zone more than I care to admit,
and I know the city water shut-off guy by name now.
I constantly am battling the "am I good enough" monkey on my back,
and I didn't even qualify for Obamacare because I'm too poor.
I don't have a savings account, a retirement plan, or a 401-K.
But I couldn't imagine life without such a raw outlet for whatever this world throws me.
I am blessed with an audience of stone and silver lovers, a few collectors, and a vibrant art scene.
I am blessed with the day and age where fine art is taught to be valued,
where artists are taught to be business people.

But I make a fair and honest request:

Ask an artist.
A REAL studio artist, who slaves and bleeds into their work,
whose main focus in life is to make beautiful things for this world,
who devours articles in their field like good homemade mac and cheese,
who can't get enough creative stimulation, from film, and books, and people, and the mountains,
who can't get enough ART in their daily habit,
whose research and love of the medium is found in their recent google history,
who can't get enough time to talk about whatever it is they are passionate about to joe-blo at the supermarket, after him remarking "how awesome that piece is/was/will be"...
whose blinding and intense work ethic is something to be reckoned with.
who NEVER GIVES UP, regardless of what the world continues to push,
even when their bank accounts are in a completely unavoidable move between work that sells
and work that does not.

Ask an artist what they are worth.
I guarantee you,
they couldn't tell you.
Billable hours?  an actual HOURLY WAGE? A projected SALARY?
I only say this because carpenters who build homes know.
Because electricians know.
Because teachers and doctors and construction workers and policemen know.
This is NEVER up for debate, what a professional is worth. It just IS.

Then there are the studio artists....
The ones who couldn't tell you what they are worth per hour.  per project.  per year.
This I've come to know as a breed, a people, a force of continual energy of the universe.
They are tough-skinned folk. Because criticism abounds, they have to be.
Mama always says "opinions are like assholes, everybody's got one."
It takes balls bigger than you think you have to DO THIS.
And it's SCARY AS SHIT to actually think of yourself as an hourly-wage earner.
And it's even scarier to look at the account balance of $0.16 and NOT want to quit.

It takes patience to look the "Why is this almost $500?" customer in the eyes without baring fangs, and calmly educate them as to WHAT IT IS THEY ARE LOOKING AT.

Don't expect these artist-types to be iron-clad,  though, or even super-human.
Artists are not magicians.  They cannot make everything.
They don't WANT to make everything.

Make no mistake of the passion and love and intensity (and sensitivity) capable of these fierce souls.
These are the workers of our time, 
consumed by a passion with such blinding intensity
that not even the jack-hammer at the construction site down the street is a distraction.
It's all undivided attention to a craft/skill/medium/art that borderlines obsession.
It's THAT intensity from the artist somewhere, you know,


This is so expensive!
I could never justify that price.
Could you give me a deal?

I could have made that.
It looks like something easy to make.

How did you do that?
Can you tell me where to buy those supplies? (so I can copy you...)
and could you tell me where to get a deal?

Is that super-glued?
Can you super-glue this for me?
won't you give me a deal, because it's JUST glue, right?

Remember these fierce souls.
Remember the fight they fight on a daily basis.
Remember that intensity that makes them bleed art and integrity.
Remember their google history, and their student loans/training/investment in their craft.
Remember that YOU know how much you are worth per hour,
and are not required to give an explanation as to why you cost what you do.
Remember the countless hours of makings, re-makings, and tearing-aparts because it just *wasn't*
Remember the way you felt when you first saw that thing on Pinterest that made your heart skip,
and then...
please then.....
remember the Artist.

Because something honest comes from intensity and dedication and education.
There's YEARS of practice, schooling, and professional training.
There's STUDYING.  (YES! LOTS!) And probably debt too.
There's CONSTANT process that is practiced, it's called WORK.
That dedicated practice will one day create something awesome you MIGHT just be lucky enough
to take home/wear/look at FOREVER.

And that's something you should be able to put a price on. Right?

That fierceness that makes creatives tick, it's like a fire.
And if you know anything about fire,
you know fires burn hot and sometimes burn quick.
And for sure, make no mistake about it......
that passion bubbles from the cages of my ribs, from the depths of everything I am...
sometimes erupts like fire as a quick and short-worded contest
to an almost constant disrespect of the word ART.  Maybe not from YOU.  But constant.

Fierceness translates in a glance under sunglasses after you've just asked any or all these things.

It sure as hell isn't super glue.

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

Montana Reverence and some studs...

"I'm in love with Montana. 
For other states I have admiration, respect, recognition, even some affection.  
But with Montana it is Love.  
And it's difficult to analyze love when you're in it."

-John Steinbeck


I agree with John.
It's hard to put my finger on why I love it here so much.
But I do. So very much. 

It could be the divided air,
from plains to hill to mountain to glacier and back,
meshing the landscape like kneading a good bread.

The crisp of an evening here is unrivaled,
filled with stars too far from anything to be dimmed.
In fact, our nearest city couldn't do damage to such brightness.

It's crystal clear here.  
Not a sound but tonight's rushing river,
the boulders bouncing and grinding underneath,
and my belly growling for another cheese and cracker.
It's date night on the river...
with wine and cheese and a dip in some cold, cold, cold water. 

It could be the fragrance of pine and hay all too familiar with breeze that get me, 
or the cottonwood towering over the wettest of corners on the river.
The breeze flits through the leaves, and through my hair, 
and dances across my bare shoulders.

Things lay down here for the wind,
and rise up for the sun.
Here, you surrender to this cycle.
It's summer in Montana.
Our most fleeting of seasons.
I gulp it up like the best Sauvingnon Blanc,
straight from the bottle.

It could be the coldness of our turquoise water,
how clear and crisp a summer dip feels.
How special it is to swim in the deeps of a river all to yourself.
How special it is to be alone for just a minute in the world.
And then again, how special it is to NOT be alone,
instead with a man you're proud to call your own..
This guy born and raised in this gorgeous country,
a character as deep and rich as the place he calls home.

It could be the layers of woodland fodder under these silhouetted pines and firs,
and depending on how far north or south, a little fern or a little cactus.
This crunch underfoot is a place for me of honest reverence.
That duff from under the forest contains something truly special.
It reeks of potential.
And growth.
And spirit.

Fat-bellied Trout hide out in the banks of these purple pebbled creeks,
where skipping rocks beg for a ride across the water.
The sun hangs on to the last drop in the summer until someone wishes it away.
And no one usually does, so it hangs on until it's too tired to stay...

The stars come out again,  prodding us for a little attention.
But they don't have to prod too hard.
I'm all in.

For this place,
and this rolling, tilting, whirling landscape,
It could be many things, John.  
Many things.


For you,
a set of Montana Agates.
A little Montana for those earlobes.

Each a character of their own,
but in classic Montana Agate style...
all browns and golds and stripes and dots.

In the shop Thursday.
3PM Mountain Standard Time.


Tuesday, August 12, 2014

sneek peek: Feathers and other lightness...

A little Tibetan Turquoise....
in the fashion of Feathers and Flight.
An old idea trickling itself up out of the bedrock of my work lately...
a few words on this here.
and here. 

A few feathers to hold close,
to remember your lightness,
in a life of both light and dark.
To remember the beautiful act of flying,
through a limitless sky.



A little square of Labradorite to make any girl smile...

*Be the Light*
Labradorite and Sterling silver,
scalloped and chunky,
a little rope chain,
and a little heart and my "E" on the back.

A Labradorite square of inner light,
of shine and shimmer.
For the days when your light is less than you'd like,
when your inner torch needs a little fire.

Labradorite is a bringer of light,
and helps to stoke that creative fire...
so with this little amulet,
jumpstart your world,
enliven your enthusiasm,
cultivate that imagination.
Stoke that fire, girl.

All work to be posted in the shop Thursday 8/14!

xo Erin